It has been difficult to me these past few times.
Once, I ever wrote in one of my stories, “Everything we wished to go smoothly didn’t turn out as what was expected it would be.” I thought it was merely for the story purpose but apparently seemed it happened to me utterly.
(t/n: I got a request to translate this but I hesitated a bit at first because I didn’t want a misrepresentation of any fans of any kind, and I didn’t want any bashing to go on after people read this. Please take some of these with a grain of salt, some of them are absolutely true but some are rumors/assumptions, so please keep that in mind. Parts of every fandom have taken part in these activities, whether it be kfans, cfans, or ifans - reblogging the audio of Tao singing in the shower and thanking ‘the crazy fans’ is also taking part in these activities. Remember that sasaengs shouldn’t be considered fans and don’t bash each other - put that energy into protecting the boys.)
WARNING: LONG POSTS, LOTS OF PICTURES
Who believes in second chance? I do. Why? Because I always got to see my very favorite band when they came to Jakarta. Twice.
Yeah. I believe in second chances, and last August 23rd, it’s the second time I saw you guys. But, I’ve never expected to have this second chance as a farewell too.
Is there any other story that’s sadder than this?
You just cracked my old wounds. This is saddening, really.
Well, I didn’t know I’d mean this much as an influence upon their music. I just loved, and still do, listening to their songs and I thought it’d be a good idea if I suggested it to you. The songs are simply loveable, and speaking of which, they’ve brought deep meanings within the lyrics that left me mesmerized at the first listen.
And hearing that they’ve broken up really made my heart break; the same as happened to you. It was you telling me back then but I was never expecting I would get such bad news as you told…in the morning.
And what’s more miserable? I wasn’t there at their farewell and I’m still feeling sorry for myself D: D: D:
Can’t I be called a fan?
Hi, hey, hello!
It’s Angela here to finally come back to Tumblr!
People say seventeen is the best year of life we can have, legal age. Some others say 20 is most of the best of all where we turn to be mature, responsible, and more. I have done with my twenty, yet somehow, I honestly regret this past one year. I didn’t do much for myself and my family, even for my friends. I didn’t work my tail off hard and live my life to the fullest and didn’t make a tough effort to achieve goals I have intended to get. I’m so glad that I could finish my twenty age well. However, I turned twenty one already. Today.
I’m actually so over the MAMA. Every fandom is bashing others and in all honestly it really doesn’t matter in the end. There are cheaters in every fandom, so don’t go around bashing other groups. You would most likely do the same thing if it weren’t for the principle of the thing being completely wrong. The votes are proooobably rigged and predetermined, and really what do they even matter, it’s only 20% of the award. There’s hate everywhere, whether it be within two groups in a company or between two different companies. If you don’t think they deserve it, so be it. It’s not like the election. If they don’t win it’s not the end of life as you know it. Personally I don’t think awards should be chosen by fan votes. Some groups have bigger fanbases than others. Maybe some groups have an advantage because of what label they’re under. Why can’t it be like the music shows? Just have them perform and let fans vote, and then tally in everything else? It’s probably harder for people to cheat that way if it’s a shorter time frame. I don’t even know. I just don’t think the awards are fair. And I like all of the artists nominated ok. I acknowledge that it’s totally awesome for any artist to win an award, but I think the MAMAs are silly.